Thursday, August 27, 2009
{ 8:29 PM }
Down there we know,
the streets we know, but up here?
Nobody's been here.
-David Belle
it's time to think beyond the walls, beyond boundaries.
it's time to try new things. don't stick to the status quo,
it gets real boring.
it's not a matter of whether can i do it,
it's a matter of whether will i do it?
sometimes, you just need to take the plunge.
see a wall in front? can't get over or pass it no matter how hard you try?
don't be stupid.
just find a new wall.
life is about moving on, not standing still.
at times, it may be hard to move on.
but don't just stand there and stare at the same wall.
cos it isn't gonna help.
move on, try to find another way across.
and don't stop until you succeed.
looks impossible?well he did it, why can't you?
Sunday, August 23, 2009
{ 9:26 PM }
the world, just like parkour, is just another balancing act.
don't lose that balance.
Feel like you're standing in the woods as two roads diverge in front of you?
It's a pretty common feeling, you know.
However, it might not be as big a deal as you fear....
both paths might actually go to the same place.
no reason to feel overwhelmed right?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
{ 9:55 PM }
it feels like riding a wild horse in the middle of a raging hurricane.
help...?
feeling very very confused right now.
still having trouble sinking into my new role.
having troubles. having doubts. priorities are a blur right now.
maybe i need some time...? some time to think, some time to relax,
some time to reaffirm who i am.
many things can change in the blink of an eye,
and the past week has been that specific blink of the eye.
suddenly i feel so on the edge, like every small action that i make,
that every wrong step that i take will end up in disaster,
end up with my falling of the cliff, end up with me being squashed like some tiny ant,
end up with me forgetting what's the most important thing in this world.
2 years ago as i looked into the mirror, i saw a chubby face with a cheerful smile.
1 year ago, i saw a slimmed and smiling one, but it was mine nonetheless.
and this year, as i looked into the mirror,
i hardly recognize myself anymore. in front of me was a face filled with worries,
filled with confusion, unsure of where to go and what to do.
my mind feels like a worn out soccer ball that has been thrown in the mud and drag through the desert floor until it has totally lost its shape and design, totally lost its details and purpose.
argh! i guess i just need time... but time waits for no man.
as i look, the world is slowly losing its colours.
its no longer what it was, fun and lively. vibrant and colorful.
i guess i will just let it roll, and see where everything goes.
maths test is tmr. good luck to all!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
{ 8:07 PM }
don't know where the future's heading...
but nothing's gonna bring me down!
horrible week... as in seriously horrible...
and weekends were not any better! stupid term paper....
centerstage on friday was pretty cool! :D
CONGRATS SOMETHING COOL FOR WINNING! WOOTS! XD
CIP on sat was... weird. met weird people and did weird things haha!
there was this person... when we ask her for donation that time, went like.. 'sorry i don't speak english' 0.0
i was like.... 'err........' HAHA! come to think of it... quite a smart response!
haha quite a pointless post... but at least i found some cool pics!
jump!
inverse...
????
ok wadeva... tmr is the start of another horrible week...
jiayous everyone! EOYs coming soon! dun slack now!
Friday, August 7, 2009
{ 10:45 PM }
so, what now...?
thinking back to a few months ago... when i told myself that i was going to do this...
until today... that seemed so long ago...
life throws you alot of suprises, some of them are nasty, some are nice...
and sometimes, these suprises just throws you totally off course...
and when this happens, will you be able to adapt well enough...?
life is full of tests... and each one makes u stronger...
but what if one comes along and it's too much to handle...
will you be strong enough when this happens...?
i dunno...?
so, what now...?
have been asking myself that for quite sometime now...
i still don't have the answer though...
shall take some time to think about this...
but no matter what the future may hold for us...
let's work together, support each other and reach for greater heights
shall we...?
afterall, it's only impossible because we have been told it is...but anything is possible right...?
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
{ 9:11 PM }
is it a life of tests?
or a test of life?
or smth like that haha... i dunno?
im so tired...
just can't really find time for anything now...
everyday we are rushing...
rushing to class...
rushing for recess...
rushing to finish homework...
forever rushing and sometimes it just seems like we are rushing to our death...
people are just not taking their time to smell the roses anymore...
haven't parkoured for a long time now...
those sunday parkour sessions seem so very long ago.
days when i parkour now seem like a distant dream.
it has become a part of me... and i feel myself slowly losing this part of myself.
relle missing the brick walls... the smooth railings... the unforgiving floor...
the feeling of concrete beneath my palm.
the coldness of the ground on my back.
the thump of my feet on the ground.
ok whatever, national day is coming up and it is probably the first celebration we have this year! oh whee...
haha ok pointless post... just bored...
shall end of with a picture of chase armitage... who is like the coolest guy who has ever existed?! i mean even his name is cool lar!
and also a picture of me! doing a jump to cat leap.
and in case you are wondering... no i did not fall!
